I am confronted with too many decisions.
Do I really want to study Illustration? Would I have to give up painting to do so? Will I feel well placed at a Communicating Design uni? Am I good enough to ever earn money by drawing? Where should I go: Hamburg or Berlin? How will I earn enough money? When will I get a chance to go visit my New Zealand homies?
I hate after-school life and I haven't even graduated! Wish I could saintly live in a cave, grow a long beard and watch the grass grow, happy all by myself. Is that weird?!
I love the contrast of realistic painting and drippy, faint watercolour
Should probably chuck a little highlight on the pupil