13 Apr 2010

i so will, i swear

apparently you have to click on the photos to see them large without the stupid pixelation. i hate it! ahh!

Yeah, whatever about the whole I WILL POST MORE OFTEN thing.

but now... really...

I WILL POST MORE OFTEN!

i decided to give this blog a life and to make it beautiful and shiny and lovely.
and then i can just sit at home and read it all day. wow, so much fun!

okay, so here's some very exciting insight into my life. in the form of photos.

1. i shouldn't be sribbling and sketching during lessons - especially when the teacher stands right in front of me - but i just cannot stop. if i don't have a sketchbook with me i'll make little sketches on the blank side of work sheets. love the typical school materials. text marker, tip ex etc.


random but i like



trying to get into the whole soft shadow thing. not really what i am good at. apparently it is my destiny to use weird forms as shadows and lightpoints.





2. i need an advice on how to get into art seriously. i want to make more at home, but there's always so much important stuff to do. eating, being on facebook, trying to find whatever i need for school the next day. sometimes i even meet friends... but here are some things i did in my rare time. will upload some actual paintings soonish.


i love drawing cigarettes & smoke. plus it gives the figures something to do with their hands. and yes, wine glasses always look like this. cigarette packets, too. believe me.


this used to have a big 'happy birthday' sign taped onto it because it was at a friend's birthday when i made it, but eventually it fell off and somehow disappeared.


tried to combine various techniques. the motive is a bit random but it was the first thing that came into my mind. & no, i am not lesbian.

i am pretty crappy at taking photos of pictures so the colours might have changed a bit throught the light and whatever. i'd love some honest feedback though.

3. all over sudden i feel so grown-up. being at a point in life where older people should be, but i still feel way too young. if that makes any sense. i am not ready yet to step into the life of maturity, even if i do pretend to want it sometimes, and i am even less ready to become part of The System (capital letters because it's so scary), go to uni, get a job, get a guy, get a house, kids, false teeth, a coffin... etceterea etcetera.